Eeek, the time has come!
Endure24 is behind me (just!) and we’ve arrived in Lanzarote.
As much as we need this holiday, I have been completely and utterly dreading it. On a good day, I can just about tolerate wearing summer clothes at home. But now I have to wear a swimsuit… In public!
I cannot describe the horror this fills me with. Despite training pretty hard, watching my diet (80% of the time) and focusing on additional core work, my middle is getting bigger. I know I cannot possibly be pregnant so feel utterly desperate about things. I actually found myself in the shower thinking, ‘I could just cut all this off, that’d solve things’…
And so, day one of the holiday.. A horrifically early start means we have been here since about midday.. And I’ve pretty much avoided being outdoors for most of that time.. I put my swimmers on but had a total meltdown at the prospect of actually going out looking like this.. Even Phil can’t bring himself to offer positive reassurances – fake or otherwise!
How can I avoid exposure on day two? This I fear will not be so easy!